poemetry

“Sentence first!
Verdict after!”
the Queen of Hearts
understands
my mind….

it sucks
to know
that i know
all i need
to know….

the point,
said the Buddha,
is that you
are already free.
you just haven’t….

this is where
disappointment shows
her pretty face
just to ensure
i hurt….

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summertime is not
without inconveniences:
endless sweatiness.

nothing i can
do or say
can make up for
the things i
do and say….

did i disappoint you?
sorry, but
if it makes you feel better,
please be assured
i am already….

is not good
that humans evolved
to favor
fear, anger, & hate.
what we need are….

at what point
in my life
did i lose
the ability
to make a decision….

i am still angry.
that means, of course,
i still feel guilty
that i still feel angry.
i am more concerned….

perhaps a cull
of the human race
is what we need,
what the planet needs.
i can think….

i want my life
to be my life,
not the plaything
of my memories
and history….

if i live 10,000 years
that’s a massive human life,
yet as good as nothing
against the billions of years
that are the earth or the universe.

this is one of those mornings.
nothing particularly good or bad.
nothing to celebrate or mourn.
the world continues to suffer;
the bad guys still cause misery.

my friend
looks at me
and wonders,
why can’t you
just decide….