honesty is my option
of last resort.
anything but that,
and i mean anything…
Author: tabarnhart
2020-5-8
that’s what i need!
a serum,
like in a bad sf movie
where the mad scientist
never needs to sleep again….
2020-5-7
there’s no reason
i have to do this.
there’s no reason
i have to do anything.
the beauty of choice.
2020-5-6
it’s never going to be perfect.
win the powerball & have millions,
and i’ll still burn the toast,
stub my toe,
say something stupid out loud….
2020-5-4
trying to take seriously
that everything i learned
to take seriously
was wrong.
the only serious thing….
2020-5-2
there are troubling signs
that the things
i have long depended on
for the soft reassurance
that my life….
2020-5-1
because my brain
is not broken
but badly wired,
the way to fix
my life….
2020-4-29
the whole idea of “life”
is pretty irritating to me
these days.
what’s the point
of years of struggle….
2020-4-27
nothing
nothing
nothing
is ever
as good….
2020-4-25
but i don’t want it to rain today!
i wanna ride my bike today
and i’ll ride my bike in the rain
but i don’t wanna
ride my bike in the rain!